Friday, January 05, 2007
i did something stupid resulting to this weird feeling between us. can i be any more stupid with him? ugh too weird for words. i just hope i'll change my ways and not freaking avoid him. :))
-dashboard confessionals as my background music. :D i love them.

....most awkward thing ever. hope this will never happen to me. ahahaha

....yeah, don't be afraid. huh, can't believe i did what i did last night

....you've got me pinned and i kinda hate you for that

....you yeah you

....i keep too many secrets but i blurt out the most insane things

....ahaha emo girl

....i doodle too much

....i don't think so

....i actually really do

....reminds me of something? ahahahaha

....truly

....i cannot wait
what's the sense in waiting?
~8:41 AM~
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
still a happy girl!!! ahahahaha
i don't need to tell much of anything here about bb coz i tell my friends everything already. ahahahaa i love my friends :D mwahugsapak
sunday. we went to divisoria. :)))) i bought lots of cute things my friends for christmas! :)))) speaking of gifts, i always find it hard to give gifts to my guy friends. i dunno what to give them. kaya mostly i end up giving them candies. :))))
uhm meron akong mga quotes or song lyrics na sobrang love ko:
"would you rather love someone who completes you or someone who loves you completely?" -movie nila sam milby and toni gonzaga... i only saw the commercial
"would he choose to live without her or die to be with her?" -mediator 6... if you've read all 6 books, you'd know how this question means a lot more
my stat: can you just give me even half a smile?
bb: i'll give you a full smile if you want
"what will you say if you find out i'm lazy and quite lame? will you still love me just the same?" -viola by: nikola sarcevic (don't be fooled by the name, it's a guy or a band... whatever)
"you're always assumming the worst" -dashboard confessionals (forgot the title)
"we love that game but we never play coz we will lose and we wanna stay the way we are, the way we've been for far too long" -feel the same by: motion city soundtrack
"i'm sitting under falling stars. do you miss me where you are? i'm making plans to be with you but have they come unglued? what am i to do?" -goodbye, goodnight by: mae
"i wish you out of the woods and into a picture with me. i wish you over the moon, come out of the question and be" -out of the woods by: nickel creek















i'll smile to that
what's the sense in waiting?
~5:25 PM~
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
ayayay may nasabi tuloy ako na baka masyado akong nadala kaya ko nasabi. ahaha pero happy girl daw ako ngayon so ayan happy nga ako. :))))) friday night. november 24. oh yes. ahahaha i thought that day was one of the suckiest but i stand corrected. :)))) buti nalang. :X:X:X:X:X :)))) alam niyo na naman kung ano nangyari diba? :)))
"meant to be..." ---> hahahahaha reminds me of him!
quotes:
The greatest challenge in life is
to find someone who knows all of your
flaws, differences, & mistakes and yet
still sees the best in you
I wanna tell you just how good it feels,
when you look at me that way
JEALOUSY iS THE BEST COMPLiMENT
best friends;;
you fight. I fight.
you hurt. i hurt.
you cry. i cry.
you jump off a bridge.
i get a paddle boat and save your retarded ass.
I don't want him to be perfect
I want him to laugh at me,
Trip me, then help me back up,
Pick me up && throw me into the pool,
Make me watch football for hours,
Take me to the arcade & beat me at air hockey,
Basically, I just want him to love me.
do you ever wish you could die, but be alive at your funeral.
Just to see who would be there, just to see who would cry.
Friends are the people who understand you the most; who you take the risk of showing how you feel yet hoping that they'll realize whats really happening in your life. Friends are the people who you trust the most; who you tell everything to and trust that they'll do the same. Friends are the people you love; who you try your best to make them happy even if theres nothing in return. Friends are the people who know you inside out; who you take the risk of being yourself hoping they'll still be with you.
People said I've changed so much.
Well here's the honest truth, I grew up.
I stopped letting people push me around.
I learned that you can't always be happy.
I accepted reality.
sometimes i just wanna break down, quit putting on this act,
playing this role of someone who's always strong.
and before long, it's too late. i've become cold and distant,
my thoughts are inconsistent. so i suck it up and move foward.
i'm beginnning to think i help others with their problems
to avoid my own. screaming inside in the
purest tone, i quit this time. i'll walk alone.
Everyone tries to impress that
special someone, but if you can't
get them by being yourself, then
they can't be that special.
when i dont see you in the halls
for those few minutes in between classes
it bums me out going to my next class
because those few minutes between class
are one of the little things that makes me smile like crazy
be more concerned about your character than your reputation because your character is who you are, and your reputation is what others think of you.
icons:

--->wahahaha ahem

--->onga, sana lang we get how these things operate

--->getting to know each other pa lang naman diba?

--->let's rephrase that: ayayay... i did not just said to him i like him

--->:) smile





what's the sense in waiting?
~2:13 AM~
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Friday, November 17, 2006
"coz i'm the one who loves you lately. you and me, we've got this great thing..."
-daniel powter (i forgot the song title ahaha)
"how long must you wait for him?"
-coldplay "in my place"
fair. next week fair na. the only thing i'm looking forward to the fair is the giant slide. :)))))) i am such a kid. tas wala pala this year eh noh. owell. di na kami kasali sa zobel race kasi kulang na yung slots. pochi! :)))) sorry to say pero di ko masyado nagustuhan yung fair shirt this year. yung last year nalang. :))) tas what's with the fair shirts? lagi parang di tama yung fitting. kahit yung ibang tao sinasabi yun. parang pang guys lang ata ginagamit nilang basehan eh. owell.
projects. ugh our teachers dumped too many projects on us. mostly physics!!!!!!!!! tas the others had no mercy and still gave us assignments even with our plot.













para sa lagi kong iniinis ng strawberry ahahaha

house! thanks lari sa dvd!

ooof whattapicture

if only i could

i would love to do this
what's the sense in waiting?
~11:31 PM~
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